OK so I know I haven’t been properly on tumblr in what seems to be ages. I’ve been a little bit of a ghost. School got crazy busy the last weeks of it, and I had to stop getting on here cuz I can waste away a lot of time browsing everything lol. So i got used to not having tumblr around. After that, I just began enjoying my summer. Lots of pool time, went camping for the time, few visits to the lake. And then recently I’ve been doing a lot soul searching. Trying to really figure out what I want. What should I do. The meaning behind a lot of things in my life, not to mention the meaning behind life itself. So yes. Lots of contemplating. I am not the same person I was 6 months ago when I first got into tubmlr, which I did because my friend Lauren suggested it. (thanks by the way :D) I went through a hell of a rough patch these past few months, but I am more grown up now because of it. A few new people have come into my life recently, and they are all awesome. But I began to get ahead of myself because I’ve never been in my position before. And that’s a good thing, I’m glad this is all new. Going through this stage in my life is going to teach me a lot of things that I will use later on. Life changes. Especially since I’m only 22. Everything I know is going to change if it already hasn’t begun to change. I’m incredibly glad and grateful to have the friends that I do, I could not have stayed sane with out all of you guys. Thanks to everyone for letting me to vent to you, and especially thanks for all of your insight and advice. To give a quick update: I’m still single, and I’m okay. Scars are still there, but they are healing slowly but surely. I recently graduated, I take my boards on July 5th, and I’ll be starting a big girl job. I’m pretty excited to be starting this new chapter in my life. So be prepared tumblr. The portable one is coming back with a vengeance!!

indeed. this will be me july 5th

whatshouldwecallmedschool:

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